paper is done :)

which means i can do this now.
i havent written in a while.
so here it goes....


still loving life. i still have this constant sense of happiness and contenment.
stress has managed to find me at times, like now when im running on 4 hours of sleep
had a paper due today. have housing stuff next week. but im still happy.
its kinda weird.


and having this sense of happiness and peace with everything
has made me realize somethings.
things i wont go into too much detail about on the internet.
but being happy with most things has made me realize what im not happy with.
and the things im not happy with are decisions i've made recently.
i have some clarity and i will go fix my mistakes.
i will make things right, and i will be better for it.
i cant wait.



<3 oh and christopher comes tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then walnut world on saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh i cant wait.

i miss everyone soo much.
i cant wait to see them.
especially travis at the moment.
ive been talking to him alot more.
and i really really really miss him.
i want to see him.
i miss his hugs.


i miss EVERYONE
so much.
can't wait for familiarity.
for comfort.
for friendly faces.
for love
<3