wow.

is the only way to desribe life right now.

when youre young(er), you think time flies,
but really
you have no idea.

the full meaning of the saying "in life dont blink, you'll miss it"
just hit me.

i can't believe im done with my first quarter of college.
im heading home for a break, cause dannnngggg
I NEED IT.

everything here happens so fast.
but its wonderful.

the people ive met,
ellis
diana
kiki
pat
paul
jenn
rhonda
david
joey
abigail
reid
stas
victor
janel
mercedes
greg
angela
anna
john
laurel
alli
jill
liz
nate
chris
kat
simone
lexi
ben
krystal
alyssa
kyle
sam
derek
spencer
vince

can you believe that in a ten week period, ALL of these people have had some impact on my life, enough to be rememered off the top of my head in a matter of one minute? that each of these people i know, without a doubt, even though ive known them for less than 3 months, i can count on? they have my back?

isnt that incredible? and even more proof how FAST things go here? how much actually happens here? and i LOVE it.
with out a doubt. unquestioning.

but i am soo ready for a break.
ready for the comfort of home.

last time i went home, i didnt want to leave.
i love it there. no matter how much i complain about it when im actually there, I LOVE IT.
i wish Santa cruz and walnut were closer.

because i know what you meant when you said " i missed you more than i thought i did, and i missed you alot"

it hit me when i came back.
being split is hard.

and last night was the perfect way to finish my weekend.
Pre all cal party. "classy as fuck"
haha i loved that theme we all looked awesome.

small party, maybe fifity people.
enough alcohol for 100+ to rage all night.
i had a blast.

party was sooo far out of the way that barely anyone showed except for staffers and our close friends. so lots of alcohol. and lots of fun.
ellis, diana, and kiki showed up.
i was already having an "good" time. they brought a camera. now they have evidence of my ridiculousness

moments of the night ( in no particular order, cause ya know, i dont remember alll haha)
-derek and i getting lost, still having a blast jamming to ace of base and aerosmith, and the beatles
-trying to walk in heels on the dirt, mud road.
-the HUGE white german shepard dewy.
-staff pictures!! nice, serious, but shot, eff you, girls!!, guys!!, pantless guys?,
-the dirty pic alli drew
-trying to add to the pic, epic fail.
-liz adding to the pic.
-ellis kiki and diana!!!
-getting "caught"
-somehow managing to repeatedly crawl up a ladder. in heels. and tipsy.
-laughing on the floor, dont remember why.
-leaving, yelling "fuck him!!" hahahahahahahahaha, man whore.
-sleeping in the car, while ellis, kiki, diana got food.
-waking up to them saying take it! take it before she wakes up!!! and looking up to see them trying to snap my pic while sleeping. haha
-going to the atm, seeing kiki disappear, learning later it was cause she went to pee. haha
-heading to my room. having kiki help me.
-saying goodbye, then realizing i had kikis boot in my hand, dont know why.
-gettting into bed. then getting out of bed
-seeign matt, emilie and alexis
-eating pizza
-going to bed
-waking up, realizing i overslept. ://////
-not feelign bad. :)))))


overall a great night i cant wait to see pics.


but home,
Ax3
heidi bryan audrey bailey christopher ilo travis greg mikey karina camille melissa PCs

on tuesday.
comfort, here i come.