distance

"the heart grows fonder with distance"
but yet distance can also cause separation.
changes in each of us that could possibly cause a rift.

i dont want that to happen with you.
i think about that quote
people enter your life for a reason a season or a lifetime
i always wished that you would be a lifetime
never expecting id be away from you.

never expecting id be without the daily guidance you gave me
the smile youd give me that would reassure me that i was loved unconditionally

i wonder if we've grown apart already
if it started before i left.
its strange, with us things should come easy
we should be able to tell each other everything
and with anyone else it seems, that i can tell them my actions
and not care what they think
but with you, im ashamed

i dont want you to think any differently of me
for fear that you wont love me anymore.

i feel this distance not only with me,
but also with you
not everything is shared bewtween us, from either end

im going to try my absolute hardest to keep you for a lifetime
but if youve lived out your reason in my life,
i hope its easy to let you move on and flourish
cause girl, i know you will