changing?

i think i have.
wait no scratch that.
i KNOW i have.


for the better or no?
i hope for the better.


i seem to be more outgoing
im not that shy anymore
but is it a phase?

oh goodness i need you here.
i need you to tell me if i am different, and how different.
you, hwo knows me better than anyone else, better than i even know myself.
i need to see you. to just hang out with you
just for a little.
then you can tell me.

am i putting on a act?
you'd be able to see through it.
is it real?
you'd know.


oh man i've never missed anyone as much as i miss you right now.
as much as ive missed you these past two weeks.
i can't wait to see you.
your hug can help me see who i am.
thats all i need from you.
and yet you'll still give me soo much more.
and i won't even need to ask for it.

that's why i love you so much.
you unconditionally love me, and straighten out my crap.
visit me?

ha i wish.