centers me.
i love being here. i really honestly do.
i wish i had more time.
i still havent spent much time with you at all
but ya know what?
it still feels okay.
:)
cause youre my bestest
but ohh jeezzz can we please hang out soon?????????
anways, being home,
has been, to say the least
eventful.
i cant believe everything that has happened.
please be okay.
you tell me not to worry but that doesnt do anything
i still DO
i wont ever stop
you have meant so much to me, still do,
from the moment i met you.
i want more that ANYTHING to be able to take away your worries,
to make things easier on you.
even if you dont want to wake up in the morning,
i still want you to.
and you may tell me that i say too much about what i want,
and you make think its selfish,
but when my wants are to make you better,
i dont care if im selfish.
because thats who i am.
with everyone in my life,
my only wants and desires are to better other people.
to help make their lives easier in some way.
and yes, i screw up sometimes and end up doing the opposite,
but my intentions are always good.
ALWAYS.
please understand that.